Friday, September 21, 2012

My love hate relationship with blogging

If you follow my blog, you must realize how sporadically I actually post. Sometimes, I will sit down and write out (or start writing) on six different subjects. Other times (like now) I go over a month with out even opening it up. Truly, I love to write. Honestly, I hate to write.

Why?  I really have no clue. I assume it must have to do with my obsessive personality. When I get on a kick about something, it will consume me. It will consume me that is, until I get bored with it and move onto a new obsession. This is something I have done my entire life.

In fourth grade I chose to follow my older brothers foot steps and join the school band. My aunt played the flute and I fell in love with the idea of learning to play it as well. For years and years I would dream of being old enough to join the band and learn to play. Finally, I had reached fourth grade, my parents bought me a flute (which I am sure was outside of their budget), I promised to practice all the time, and to get really good. Fast forward a few months and I was done (though I did play through fifth grade), you see I didn't have instant results. I wasn't this amazingly skilled flute player, remember notes and finger positions was hard work. I wanted the end results right away, with out actually putting in the effort.

That's me in the red sweater, with my two cousins and my older brother. I *believe* this was the first day of fourth grade.

I still do this as an adult. Eventually I want to open a physical Jubilee Baby Co., sometimes I get frustrated that things are seemingly moving so slow. I have to constantly remind myself that hardly anyone is ever an over night sensation (and really who wants to be like Bieber anyway...?).

Realistically I want this blog to be more than just information on the products I make. I hope this blog becomes a place where I share my family's journey into a natural, wholesome, Godly path. I pray that you will be inspired to walk closer to God, eat healthier, and explore a wholesome lifestyle. In return I ask for your accountability and patients.